Hey guys, what's up! How was your day? Apologies for not posting yesterday, two days in one to make up for it! :* I was really tired from cca. Because honestly, nine hours of band isn't exactly fun. Heh, I can feel myself weakening bit by bit. My throat is starting to hurt AGAIN, and there's a chance that I might develop tonsillities AGAIN, meh. Oh well whatever, let's carry on with day 9/30. :)

Day 9 - Pet peeves.

- Grammatical errors:
Sorry but I really can't stand just the slightest of grammatical errors. It just irks me, like when I'm scrolling through Twitter then I'll be secretly correcting people's mistakes without them knowing haha. Well, now you know.

- Disorganized things?
Nu-uh, can't stand the sight of those!! I get really irritated and I think I'm a pretty prim and proper person. :3 Like when I see this mess, I have this urge to clean it up, make it neat and tidy. (mine or others, if they allow me to.) And more than half the time, it ends up happening...

Not putting things back to where they belong:
I just feel that there's a need to this? Haha, as usual, prim and proper. I usually can't find my things if I don't put it back to where I found it, even if it's in a mess (but that's minimal). Oh and, I'm not really a fan of people taking my things and putting them anyhow. Uh-uh, that's not how it works yo.

Soooo, those are my top three pet peeves? Is there more, cause honestly I can't think of any right now. Either that, or my brain is just fried/exhausted. Well let's continue with day 10 then~

Day 10 - If you could only live off of one food and one beverage for the rest of your days, what would they be?

Hmm... For food it'll either be pizza or pasta. I can't decide but I feel that I'm inclining more towards pasta. Simply because one plate of pasta and I'll be full, if I choose pizza I might only have one slice. D: And, there are so many kinds of pasta available as well as the different kinds of sauces they use. An ordinary plate of spaghetti can be transformed into something totally mouth-watering. -stomach grumbles- See, I'm hungry now just talking about it hahaha. For beverage, I guess I'll just go with water. You can get water everywhere you go! If it's clean or not, that's a different thing uhh... But it's easy to get, it's healthy and it's also good for your body! So, you should drink more water! :D (I feel like I'm promoting a brand of mineral water here but I promise you I'm not.)

Well anyways I'm done with the two days! As I said earlier, my brain is fried/exhausted so I'm gonna head to bed early. And get some sleeeeeep. I'm really exhausted from cca. Anyhoo, I hope you guys enjoyed the post and I'll see you soon! Thanks for reading! <3

Random thought:
Pressure, pressure, pressure.
Please s-t-o-p, give me a break.

Quote of the day:
“ I'm not perfect, but I keep trying. Cause that's what I said I would do from the start. ”

- Perfect / Hedley.

I'M SO FRICKEN TIRED,
- brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, Apolgies, band, cca, December2012, exhausted, exhausting, qotd, random, Tired, tiring

Why hello there fellow readers! So I just brushed my teeth (I feel so clean now :D) and I'm getting ready for bed. Good Brenda never stays long, I'm typing this at eleven before I head to bed again. ._. Anyways, I'll make this a short one cause I have school tomorrow. Or should I say cca, band from 8am-5pm. Yeap, say goodbye to carefree days Brenda. Well let's get on with the post!

Day 8 - Three things you want to say to different people.

(not in any order.)

Brenda;
01. Stay strong, you'll get through this.
02. Everytime you feel like giving up, look back and ask yourself why you've held on for so long.
03. SLEEP EARLY YOU BIJ. Do you wanna stay short and sleep deprived forever?!

Nolgene;
01. Hey bestf! Thanks for being there for me when no one was! <3
02. All the best with everything! (especially, if you know what I mean.) (-;
03. Thanks for always asking me to think positive, even though I don't listen most of the time, it's nice to have someone who cares. ^~^

Jialin;
01. Hello my dear twin<3 Stay strong!! Cause I believe that you can get through this. :)
02. All the best with everything you do. Don't be afraid to try!
03. You've been an awesome friend, being there for me all the time. Although I get annoyed with you sometimes, honest here :x, I STILL LOVE YOU ALRIGHT. Oh and, your voice is beautiful, don't doubt yourself.

Amirul (NYP);
01. Hey you! Thanks for being there and helping me stay positive. :)
02. All the best for your upcoming exams! Hang in there, jiayou! :D
03. I'll meet you soon, I PROMISE.

Kelly Y;
01. Yay we're close again, thanks for making the effort! <3
02. You're really cool and I like that. *envious that you're really cool and I'll never be -sad face-* Can you teach me? C: (hehe!)
03. You're a great dancer. Let's keep on dancing (till the world ends, haha). Oh! Let's not drift apart again ok! :)

Yuen Teng;
01. Hello you beautiful girl! <3 Get well soon okay, then we can go out. ^~^
02. You're an awesome dancer, and a pretty one at that too. (-;
03. I love you sissy. <3 Remember our dance crew dream alright! *wink*

Jermaine;
01. Hello Jerjerrrrr. Y u so cute c: You're my favourite junior in band :D
02. All the best to us :D! Shh, secret. (-;
03. Thanks for teaching me stuff! Oh yeah, we haven't officially go out yet, just the two of us!

Family;
01. I love you guys. <3
02. You guys are awesome!
03. I know I've been a real bitch sometimes, but thanks for putting up with my bullshit. :)

Daniel;
01. Thanks for listening to me when I was really down and needed to just, you know. Thanks for listening to my bullshit, haha. -grateful-
02. I still think I'm annoying you. :/
03. Id so, then I'm sorry. :C But you're one of the minority that I feel I can trust/depend on. :)

QuestBand;
01. Hello bandmates, I love all of you! <3
02. Let's work hard together, as a band, as a family, towards that silver in SYF'2013!
03. We can do this. We'll prove to them we can. Hang in there, just a little more!!!

Qtss2A'12;
01. Hey guys, I miss you all already. D:
02. It sucks to be separated from you guys :/ but hey, friendship n-e-v-e-r ends. :)
03. I love you all. <3 Thank you so so much for all the great memories you've given me in these past two years! Thanks for the awesome two years, I'll never forget it guys. :*

Alright, I shall end my hall of... Fame!? here. Hahaha! Sorry if I missed any of you guys out okay, I'm too tired :( ! But remember, if you're important to me, you know it, I know it. You'll always be in my heart where you matter the most. <3 Awwe, that's so cheesy. Hahaha, I'm so sleepy. Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed and goodnight!

(...so it wasn't all that short.)

Confession:
I'll never be able to sleep early man, and I hate it. :/ HAVE TO change that!

Random thought:
I miss China. D: / I can't wait for school to start, and again I have no reason for this lol.

- brendahayz xo.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, confession, December2012, gratitude, halloffame, Iloveyou, random

Hey there lovelies! Yes this is a change cause I'm blogging in the afternoon. I usually blog at eleven plus at night so that explains why I can't get the post up in time, sorry. :/ However, today's a Saturday! (Doesn't make any difference cause it's the school holidays here, so stop with your excuses Brenda.) I've decided to get this post up earlier because I want to get more sleep haha. :P I've been sleeping at like 1am 2am lately cause I was determined to complete the post before I head to sleep. That explains me being sleep deprived and tired all day. (That's why I slept the moment I got home yesterday haha.) My mom also said that sleeping early actually helps to grow taller and grow longer hair (that's why I'm so short and my hair's like gaaah) so I'm gonna sleep earlier! I wanna sleep early tonight, gotta get more sleeeep! Anyways, why don't I stop babbling and get on with the post? C:

Day 7 - Do you read? What are your favourite books?
C'mon, you already know the answer. the answer is... NO! Of course I'm kidding, the answer is heckyeah, of course I do. Reading is like my favourite thing to do! Books are my comfort, my "getaway". They help me escape reality, all the stress and drama, and allow me to see life from a different person's point of view; to step into someone else's shoes. Sometimes I get really tired of being me and books are there to help me escape from me. c:

Let's talk about genre. My favourite genre? I'm not really sure either. I used to be very into romance, but I thought it was pretty stupid and unrealistic because life isn't always a happy ending for everyone. Most relationships aren't perfect. So now I'm into realistic fiction, cause I think it really does makes more sense. I really like those books where a life-changing situation is involved, no particular reason why, I just do. I guess it's because I can learn from it? :O


It's true, I've been through change after reading a book.

Now, moving on to my favourite books. This is the dreaded question, because in all honesty I can't decide. There are too many nice and good books I've read! Really, I've read too many that I just passed a quote I saw from a book that I've read before while looking for pictures. I can't remember what it was and I can't remember how the story goes. :( I feel really bad. So I've made up my mind to get a notebook and I'll write all the beautiful quotes from the books I've read in there and write a book review after I complete every book. That way, I'll never forget an amazing story. Anyways, back to the topic, let's just name some good books I can remember...

> Dark Inside - Jeyn Roberts.
> Thirteen Reasons Why - Jay Asher.
> The Future of Us - Jay Asher / Carolyn Mackler.
> Hate List - Jennifer Brown.
> Shiver - Maggie Stiefvater.
> Before I Fall - Lauren Oliver.
> Fixing Delilah - Sarah Ockler.
> The Beginning of After - Jennifer Castle.
... and so much more.

Time for some pictures:

Yes.


(Y)


I agree with you.


Yeap.


True story.


'Nuff said.


I really want to. :<


#confession :$.

Alright, so yeap that's it! You can see how important reading and books are to me just by reading this post so yup. -bookworm- Anyhoo, I hope you've enjoyed this post and thanks for reading! I'll see you soon. <3

Quote of the day:


i-l-o-v-e-y-o-u,
- brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, Books, confession, December2012, fav, favourites, fiction, genre, Ilovebooks, Picspam, qotd, reading, realistic, realistic fiction, recommendations, recommended

Hello there lovelies, how was your day? Today was pretty much fun, cause I got to meet some of the guys again hehe. So I didn't go for sectionals by myself cause it was pretty late and I was sure I couldn't make it in time. (I woke up pretty early but I just nua-d in bed till pretty late so... yeah.) I headed for the library, and guess what I got?!


Rage Within - Jeyn Roberts.

Yes, I got Rage Within, the sequel to Dark Inside!! -excited- I know how I was saying no thanks to another apocalyptic novel straightaway but sorry, I couldn't resist after reading the first chapter which is in Nothing's POV. *sheepish smile* (I shadn't spoil anything, go read Dark Inside first!) I was searching the rack for it to check if the library has it and TA-DA, it was just there. Then I read the summary and put it back, deciding I should get it another time. So I picked out another book, The Glimpse, and I looked back to Rage Within lol. Then I'm like, I should read the first chapter first haha. So I read and I was captivated, looked on the shelf and saw that there were no more copies of Dark Inside on the shelf anymore (there was two when I borrowed it, then I took one) and I was like: no more Dark Inside, it's a good book and people will be looking for the sequel soon. With that, I took Rage Within haha. Anyways The Glimpse looks like a good book so I shall try that out the next time I head to the library. :)

Moving on! We arranged to meet at eleven, but Isaac was still sleeping lol. So Daniel decided it was off. Disappointed me. I didn't want to go home, so I sat at my stop idling. It was the stop to transfer if suddenly they said it was on again so I just sat. And yes, Isaac woke up and we decided to meet so yup we met then had lunch before catching a movie. :) (I know I don't make sense haha.)


Caught Hotel Transylvania with the guys earlier!

The movie wasn't that bad. Pretty funny and the last part was really sweet lol. :3 After catching the show, nothing much to do, so we decided to head home. Daniel suggested us going over to his place but since I'm meeting Jialin after they decided to do it on another day. Class bbq is coming up soon anyways, I hope! ^~^ Anyways I cancelled cause it was pretty obvious I wasn't wanted there so I headed home with Isaac instead! Opportunity missed :( but whatever, no hard feelings. I was getting tired anyways. Fell into deep sleep when I got home, to prove my point, haha! Alright let's get on with day sixxx.

Day 6 - What band or musician is most important to you?


Yellowcard, without a doubt!! The person who introduced them to me? My older brother, and I'm fricken' grateful to him for that. They're a flippin' awesome band, and their lyrics make sense. Unlike those club songs these days (no offence to anyone out there).

I first heard Yellowcard when I was seven I think (yes that's how young I started loving them, it's been eight years now<3 ) and I loved them already. My brother was going to start secondary school (high school) then and my younger brother and I would always be beside him while he used the computer. After listening to them for awhile, I started to figure our the lyrics and sung along whenever I heard their songs. As I got older, I started researching about them and even listened to them secretly when my brother wasn't home, hehe. (When we were younger we were all like: Don't copy me, don't copy my songs!) My favourite song then was Light Up The Sky, released in 2007, Paper Walls. Even though Yellowcard has released many new songs, it's still one of my favourite songs now. ^~^ It's a super meaningful song and you guys should check out. :)



Favourite album? When You're Through Thinking Say Yes (WYTTSY). It was just released last year after they were back from hiatus (I think.) and all the songs in that album are just beautiful. Don't be mistaken, I love ALL of their albums but WYTTSY is just my absolute favourite. Give the album a chance and you'll get what I mean. (-;

Even though I've been listening to all kinds of different music these days, Yellowcard will still be my ultimate choice, no matter what. Yellowcard's been there for pretty much my entire life. Although they're not physically here all the time, I can just feel them through their music. Whenever I'm upset, angry, happy, crying, laughing, etc, I just plug in my earphones and listen to Yellowcard. It always helps. Their lyrics are really super meaningful, I swear. They recently came to Singapore in September; I was e-l-a-t-e-d. It was one hell of an awesome night, I really enjoyed myself just jammin' and jumping and screaming and singing to their music, even though I was sick. I was coughing badly throughout the entire concert and my ears couldn't hear properly the next day and I was down with a sore throat but it didn't matter, they made it all worth it in the end. I really hope they come back to Singapore soon!!!!


Kelly and I snacking while queueing up for the concert.


The stage.


Happy us! I look horrible, I know.


Woooo.


<3


Spotlight's all on Ryan as he does his solo acoustic. <3


Longineu; forever awesome with the drums. <3


So into his riffs. <3


Sean, I will never look at a violin the same way again. <3


Ryan Mendez! <3


ROCK ON.

Yellowcard has grown so much from this:

Ocean Avenue, 2003.


Lights and Sounds, 2006.


Paper Walls, 2007.

To this:

Sing For Me MV, WYTTSY, 2011.


Sing For Me MV, WYTTSY, 2011.


Southern Air, 2012.

15 September 2012
Happiest night of my life. I've never smiled as much as I did that night, never been that happy. It was unforgettable. I'll always remember, 15 September 2012, the day my dream finally came true.

Dear Yellowcard,
Whether you ever read this or not, I would like to thank you for everything. Making awesome music, being "there" for me, for making 15 September 2012 such an awesome and unforgettable night for me. Thank you for visiting Singapore!! Thank you for making my dream come true, I'm really grateful. I'm really proud of how far you guys came, and what you guys are now. No matter what you guys become, I'll forever be supporting you because you guys are MY LIFE, that's how important to me you are. Continue making music and spreading your awesomeness throughout the world. (-; And please please, come back to Singapore soon!!!! I'll be waiting. :D
Yellowcard, thank you. I love you guys. Rock on!
YELLOWCARD FOREVER! ♥

So yeah, that's it. I guess I'm moreover done with this post? Haha yes, I've put a lot of effort into this post. And, I'm really tired now. It's currently 1:43AM here. :X zzz Oh yeah! Sorry for the lack of pictures with friends. :/ I really hope to have enough confidence to become one of those girls who ask their guy friends to take pictures with them and not get judged. That'd be really cool. Unfortunately, I don't think I see that happening anytime soon. :( I'm sorry. x-x Alright, I hope you enjoyed this post. Thanks for reading, goodnights! :*

P/s: I think someone is avoiding me. Is there something wrong with me, am I that bad? :'/

Random thought:
Please don't be mad at me, please.

Quote of the day:
“ Time to stop running, time to start fighting back. ”

- Rage Within / Jeyn Roberts.

- brendahayz xo.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, Books, December2012, Ilovebooks, movies, Picspam, qotd, random, recommendations, recommended, Yellowcard

Why hello there beautiful. ^~^ I'm here to do day five! Today was a pretty much boring day, but I feel accomplished because I finally finished Dark Inside - Jeyn Roberts; something about an apocalypse. A human disease. Should I type the summary here? Yes, I'm totally recommending this book to you guys, right here, right now. :D



^ Yeap, that's it! You guys should totally check it out, give it a chance. Anyways, I finished The Future of Us - Jay Asher / Carolyn Mackler yesterday and it's due today but I haven't returned it yet because I decided to return both books together tomorrow and hunt for another book. >:D Settling for a fine, haha. Dark Inside's so awesome that I can't wait to get my hands on Rage Within, the sequel of Dark Inside. However, apocalyptic novels aren't really my kinda thing so I don't think I'm up for another one right away. Throughout the book I was like "I'm not strong enough to read this, oh my gosh, SAVE MEEEEE." and all but I was like, you know what? I made it this far and I am going to complete this book no matter what. And I did, no regrets. :D Anyways, moving on... Gonna do this quick before I head to bed. Heading to school for sectionals by myself tomorrow then meeting up with the guys for a movie or somethin'. But before all of that, I'm gonna go to the library and hunt for a good read. xD

Day 5 - Five places you wanna visit.
01. The States. I'm not really sure where but New York and Hawaii, definitely. And maybe, California, Colorado, and more? I'm not really sure cause it's a really big country and I live in a little red dot, hahaha. Maybe one day I'll just go on a road trip and explore all states haha, maybe. But I really want to. :)
02. France, please! I especially want to go to Paris (who doesn't). I really wanna see the Eiffel Tower and taste pastries. Paris seems like the place you can go to and you'll enjoy yourself. And maybe even do some soul searching and find yourself. Cause that's what I would do, haha.
03. Italy. I wanna go to Rome, Milan and Venice. Especially Venice! It's a really nice place there. ♥ Heard that the city's gonna drown, and I really wanna go there. :< And I'd love to eat pizzas and pastas when I'm in Italy! (My favourites.) *nom*
04. London, England, United Kingdom. I don't know how to explain this, it seems like a nice place to go to? I don't know, just feels like the other places I wanna gooo... So yeah. :)
05. I'm not really sure. Some less developed country, Africa? Or Cambodia. I really wanna go there and experience how life is like there, so I can change for the better. I would learn to not complain so much, and instead appreciate and treasure whatever we have. Cherishing. Yeah, that's what I'd do. I could use some time away from the city and in the wilderness. It'll be hard, but I'm determined to do it. ^~^

Yeah so I'm doneeee! Hope you enjoyed it. :D Oh yeah, anyways! I just received most of my textbooks today and gosh lemme tell you, some of 'em were friggin' thick it's crazy! But oh well, I'm growing up. Gotta learn to embrace things as they are. I'm really determined to focus on my studies next year and do well! (Hopefully I keep my promise.) And yes, I'm still eggcited for next year and I really don't know why. I'm weird, I know. o: Thanks for reading! <3

How about you, where do YOU wanna visit? :)

Lotsa love,
- brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, Books, December2012, Ilovebooks, reading, travel

How's it goin' lovelies? :) Had nothing much going on today, just went to school for cca then hung out with ma girls, Jeanne and Jermaine, for a bit before I headed for home. Oh yeah, I got my highwaisted shorts changed and I'm really happy about it! ^~^

Day 4 - The meaning behind your Tumblr name.
To start off day 4, my Tumblr name is sparkedhopes < link right there. Well... Sparkedhopes? I think I was deciding my Tumblr name in the shower. Weird, I know, but most of life's most important decisions are made in the shower. Yes, Tumblr is important hahaha! And so is Blogger. :D (My blog url was also thought up in the shower lol.) Anyways, cause I'm a person who kind of like take these things - hopes, dreams and wishes - very seriously and honestly, I was contemplating between all three and I had a hard time deciding. :/

I wanted something that represents something coming true? I'm sorry, I'm not really sure on how to explain this but, I'm gonna try my best haha. I actually wanted wishes a lot, cause wishes coming true makes the most sense. Here's the funny thing: I actually count the number of letters in my urls; I don't want them too long. Sparkedhopes is actually 12 letters long haha, I think I was settling with something less than 15 letters. "Hopes" is actually the shortest in plural form so I guess I was more inclined to use it. Then I think I suddenly thought of "sparked" so I put two together and TA-DA. What do you think of when you see the word "sparked"? I feel something sparked inside of me (as cheesy as it sounds) and I really liked the effect it gave me so... Sparkedhopes is actually meant to tell you that hopes/wishes actually do come true and you have to believe. It's also like "sparked hopes", feels like your hopes sparked and something you wanted came true doesn't it? Okay what am I saying lol. Anyway, that's how I settled with "sparkedhopes". :) I shall stop here since I don't make any sense anymore~

I hope you enjoyed this post! And hopefully you understand what I'm trying to say lol. :3 Thanks for reading guys! Stay tuned and I'll see you soon. :*

Random thought:
Everyone hates me. / I'm really annoying.

Quote of the day:
“ Are you happy now, that they're on the ground?
And do you realize the words you say, make bruises that don't fade away?
Are you happy now, that you brought them down?
And now they're thinking that they won't fit in, cause you said something's wrong with them.
Are you happy now? ”

- Are You Happy Now? / Megan & Liz.

That's all for now, I love you!
- Brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, Anti-bullying, December2012, qotd, random, stop bullying, Tumblr

Hey guys! I'm here to do day 3/30. This is based on yesterday (December third). The reason this wasn't up yesterday is because I was dead tired after I came back from the barbeque so I hereby apologize. :( I'm craving for Starbucks now. Peppermint Mocha. :/ Oh well, here we go!

Day 3 - Your day, in great detail.
So the day started with me waking up, of course. (-; I kinda had a hard time waking up though, I don't know why either. My mom was calling me to get out of bed countless of times, but I was too tired to get up. Then I had vegetarian food for breakfast with my mommy. ♥ After which, I went to shower and got ready to meet the girls at one. C:

However, I was late. (Every single time, I really need to work on my punctuality. I'm so sorry, everyone! :C ) But I ended up waiting for them to be done eating anyways, haha. Anyways, moving on! We went to Giant to get the supplies we need for the barbeque. After we got everything we needed, we trained down to East Coast Park to get everything ready. It started raining while we were in the train. :C

Upon reaching Bedok, it was raining still. In fact, it got even heavier! -insert sad face here- We wanted to take the bus there first, then we decided to take a cab to ECP cause it was raining really heavily and we had to walk even if we took the bus there. In the end, we took the bus there because the bus arrived before we could find a taxi. And guess what? I FELL OFF THE FRICKEN BUS. It was raining heavily (how many times have I repeated this?) and it was really slippery. The bus had steps, and all of them got on already then I'm was thinking, gosh Brenda faster! So I quickly attempted to leap from the bus stop to the bus stairs and well I guess I hit the barbeque wire thingy then I missed the step and fell, OFF THE BUS. I obviously hit the stairs and I was like face-planting right before I boarded the bus (yeah, it was pretty embarrassing). So yeah, I have a cut on my right knee now. Hahaha, typical Brenda isn't it?

We reached the bus stop then wanted to take a taxi there but there were no taxis around! D: When we were about to walk there, we flagged down a taxi and the taxi uncle was suuuper kind to let five of us board the taxi together cause we really wanted to save money and time. Plus, it was raining heavily sooooo.... (Here we go again.)

So, we reached there and we waited for the rain to stop. Unfortunately, it didn't. It rained the whole day lol! However, we started the fire around five plus with the invention called "umbrellas" (Hahaha, quoted from Yingqian!). They also rented three bikes, I actually wanted to rent one as well, but I was super scared I would fall cause of the slippery floors and Kelly wasn't cycling either. But! I still crycled in the end. To the toilet to get water, to the pit to get the receipts (Edmund and I overshort the pit though; I was following him haha. We realized that we were going the wrong way at the same time LOL.), and to return the bikes. And I hereby say that I'm proud to annouce that I have done these things:

[ x ] Gone night cycling.
[ x ] Cycled in the rain.

Haha, it was kinda scary though! At night, you can't really see anything and plus the sounds of the night! So you don't really know if anything is gonna suddenly jump out at you, hehehe. :x I was wearing TOMS, my shoes were soaked, and my feet kept slipping off the pedal so yeah, it was pretty risky. Plus, I just learnt how to cycle not too long ago, so I count myself as "not that stable". I even banged into someone! ><

So we barbequed. I think we didn't finish the food in the end, I'm not really sure because I left early with Kelly. That's pretty much the whole day summed up for you? Something I was really happy about though; getting closer to Kelly again! Cause we were the only two juniors there, it was pretty awkward with all the seniors. :3 We used to be really super duper close, then we grew apart and I was really upset about it because she's like one of my girl friends that I really trust a lot! So now we got close again. :D! I'll really miss her though, we're not going to the same class next year. D: Girl, you better don't forget about me and let's not drift apart again okay! ♥

So the last part of my day was me washing my TOMS because it was really dirty and totally soaked and I couldn't stand it. It's all clean now! (I feel really proud.) Then I showered and brushed my teeth, got on my bed and tried to type this post out, but sadly, I fell asleep so yeah it's up now! Alright, I hope you enjoyed this post. Thanks for reading! ♥

Random thought:
When you can't stop thinking about someone it's crazy.

Quote of the day:
“ It's the heart that really matters in the end. ”

- Little Wonders / Rob Thomas.

I love you!
- brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, December2012, qotd, random

December.
Hello there, I'm back again lovelies. :D Time to do the second day of the thirty days challenge. 10 likes and 10 dislikes? Sure, no problem! (It's like turn-ons and turn-offs lol.) HERE WE GOOOOO.

Day 2 - 10 likes & dislikes.
10 LIKES.
01. Books, hellyeaaaah. Must be the first on my list! ;D Oh yeah, authors too. (-; *blows flying kisses to all authors out there*
02. Daaaance and dancing. (Y) It's my life. (Even though I haven't been dancing for awhile and I feel super guilty for it D: )
03. Hmm, attractive people? Nice people. Fast texters who aren't emotional robots. >:D
04. Understanding people < Yeah, this group of people are the best. Plus point: if they're nice too. But most understanding people are nice so what am I saying?
05. Food and sleep; they're anyone's best comfort, hands down. I sound like a typical pig right now.
06. Music. It's the one thing that keeps me sane.
07. Sun, moon, snow, fall, winter, rain, water, skies, sunsets, sunrises, lights, clouds, nature.
08. Blogging, it lets me express myself and talk to you guys. And I love you guys cause y'all are awesome. <:
09. Someone.
10. My bedddd. <3

10 DISLIKES.
01. People. Yes, p-e-o-p-l-e, people. I'm sorry to say this - it's harsh and all - but it's the truth. I really can't stand humans at times (even myself), see introvert right here. (I've proven my point.)
02. I absolutely dislike annoying/irritating/burdening others with my problems, crap and bullshit. That's one of the reasons why I keep to myself. I don't like to annoy people and I always think that people think I'm annoying. (See, paranoia right there. Point proven again!)
03. Broken promises, empty promises. Nu-uh, don't make promises if you don't intend to keep them.
04. To be left hanging. Trust me, it's one of the worst feelings.
05. Being told what to do, especially if it's something I don't like.
06. Clingy people, overly-obsessed people. Pleaseeeee, stay away from me. And no, we cannot do everything together.
07. Disorganized and dirty stuff. I think I have OCD.
08. Blogging (love-hate), because I'm really lazy.
09. Somebody.
10. Conflicts, disputes, fights, arguments, quarrels, anything unpleasant.

There you have it, day 2/30! Sorry this came up late, I fell asleep while typing this. I'm really tired. :/ I have a barbeque tomorrow, so I'll probably be out the whole day. Day 3 might be up late so I apologize in advance! Anyways, thanks for reading and goodnight. :)

Random thought:
I honestly can't wait for next year and I don't have a reason why.

I love you all, remember that!
- brendahayz x.

Labels: 30dayschallenge, December2012, random

(sorry I'm late D: [it's actually 12am on Sunday 0212 rn] explanation below [v] x)



Hello there lovelies, how are you today? :) So helloooooo, December! November was great, but goodbye now! December, please treat me better. :3 Hehe, anyways! How was your day, everyone? I'm currently typing this on my phone, and I'm gonna make this a quick post because I'm about to sleep already. I've been at the Converse warehouse sale today and lemme tell you, it was crazy! It was fricken crowded in there but there's pretty much nothing there that caught my eye. :X All the good stuffs are like G-O-N-E. :( I'm pretty tired but oh well, I'm doing this for you guys! :D


Here's my outfit of the day before I start off with the topic (-:

Day 1 - Write some basic things about yourself.
01. My actual name is Brenda, Brenda Poh Xin Hui. I chose Hayley as my unofficial middle name, and the shortform is Hayz. I was inspired by Hayley Williams from Paramore and Tay Jardine from We Are The In Crowd, two of my top inspirations. <3 And that's how you get Brendahayley and Brendahayz. :)
02. I'm really insecure and paranoid. :( Paranoia likes to screw my mind over a lot.
03. I can get pretty awkward at times. :$
04. I'm an avid reader, and I'm dang proud of it! I love books, reading and writing. :D I might even consider writing my own book one day, if I am that lucky. o: People call me nerd, but no thanks, I prefer being called bookworm because I am not a nerd. Books > Tv/Movies/Shows though lol.
05. I procrastinate a lot, and I really want to change that. I need exercise more self-discipline, too.
06. I'm currently fourteen, and my birthday's on the sixteen of July. C: (Hint hint!)
07. I'm a dancer, but I don't consider myself all that good. I really wish to be in a dance crew someday!! *~*
08. I don't think of being famous all that much, but if there's anything I want to be famous for, they'll be: dancing and blogging. I want to be in a dance crew and be known like Quest Crew, Jabbawockeez and many more! Blogging - I just want more people to know about my blog and I hope to inspire them with my posts. Hahaha. :3
09. I prefer being alone over being with company like friends or people. I may look like an extrovert but I'm actually an introvert. Hehehe, yes I do share my secrets with people but I prefer keeping things to myself. c:
10. I'm pretty much an optimist and a pessimist at the same time. Usually I'm optimistic, but I can get really pessimistic and depressed very often. I tend to doubt myself a lot too.

And there you have it, some basic things about me! I hope you got to know me better! I really wanna know each and every one of you out there better too, so if y'all don't mind, leave a comment down below to tell me more about yourself? :) Or you can drop by any of my links that can be found in that sidebar to your left and leave me something. No worries, you can stay anonymous! So please, don't be shy? ^~^ Anyways, I hope you've enjoyed this post, thanks for reading! <3 Stay tuned for more updates and I will see you soon. Goodnights all! :*

Quote of the day:
“ People grow apart, and sometimes there's nothing anyone can do about it. ”

- The Future of Us.

I love you<3,
Brendahayz ♥ x.

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