Dancer, blogger, fourteen, brendapxh.Pain brings about change.
@ Friday, April 6, 2012 ; 11:42 PM | *TOP.
Well, HI! :D I. Am. Back. :> ARE YOU HAPPY?! This post is mostly pictures so you don't hafta bear with my boring words lol. Yeah, you can tell from the title. I've changed, a lot. This kinda revolves around how I've changed, just so you know. Well, enjoy! :-)
Yeah, cut my hair for a change.
I am in love with this people. :)
I seriously have to make a trip to Marble Slab sometime soon. I miss their ice-cream already. :(
Lalalala, I still gotta buy this polaroid from Edina.
Kinda, sorta miss my old hair. :/
Sunsets really make my day. :')
My cousin so pretty, she doesn't even need to try. No make-up, no contacts.
Yeap, I love her. ♡ Just look at her hair, I am sooooo jealous.
Probably the only nice picture I've taken when I was out with her lol. She is that pretty. ♡
Treat her right.
I'm never gonna be your reason, aren't I?
It's saddening, isn't it?
Sorry to say but, you're all the same.
It hurts, you know?
I'm keeping that faith. x
I like this picture a lot. ♡
Fell sick last month, twice.
Don't judge, please. It hurts them even more.
Paramore: It never ends. ♡
I love cheesecake. Requests for cheesecake on my birthday, anyone? :D
♡
♡ Just look at those orange hues. :')
I can't.
How cute is this! I'm mesmerised.
Nice right. :D Lol, for my art homework.
This actually kinda looks better than the original hahaha, art again.
What is this.
Thank you. ♡
So Thursday 0504 was Sports Day for me. I took part in Tug-of-war as usual, but this year I didn't participate in any running events. Instead, I participated in cheerleading! It was freaking fun okay. I had fun dancing my heart out with Kelly, May, Puspa, Pei En, Cheryl, Huey Wen, Yi Han and Trina. ♡ Actually thought the seniors were pretty scary at the start but well the day proved me wrong. They're graduating, aww. I'll miss them. :( Anyways, we won THIRD FREAKING PLACE for the cheerleading competition!!!! I AM SO HAPPY. Dundee and Belvedere won second and first repectively, congrats. :)
We're not the best but Alexandra forthewin!!! ♡ Trust me, I'm still keeping that red ribbon in memory of my seniors/ dancemates/ friends and the dance and qtssSportsday'2012 itself.
Anybody got take video of us dancing? Eheh give me leh, I want keep!!! And to those of you out there who are making fun of me - calling me lame or whatever, sarcastic or straight to my face. Screw you, really. :) I'm doing what I like and your opinion really doesn't matter so I can't be bothered with ya. Or unless you can do better? ;)
Then was actually supposed to go to town with Rachel, Chalita and Chi Huen with Gaby to have buffet. But Gaby and I were too tired and I was too lazy to go home, bathe, wait two hours then go town eat lunch. I wanted to go in my pe, then they said what go buffet cannot wear uniform, okay lo. I go home, too lazy to come out liao. Have tuition later on anyways. Sorry guys!
Gabz and I were hungry, and since we said byebye to our buffet lunc, we decided to join Clarice, May, Kelly, Kallista, Edina, Qianwen, Yupin, Michelle and Minshuen at Eighteen Chefs for lunch.
This is crazy, I know ahaha.
I said I loved cheese a lot to them then Edina actually poured like half the bottle of cheese into my pasta. This is what I put after the half bottle of cheese. CHEESE ENTHUSIAST HERE YO! :D
Awesome people much. :)
Candid #1,
Candid #2.
Her face,
And her face! They make me crack up so bad.
I like my face here LOL. ^^
Clarice y u so cute! :>
Treat her how she wants to be treated, okay?
Yellowish-gray pretty skies this morning!
A decent picture of me after so long. /phew.
That's enough pictures for now! Time for the words;
I've actually changed a lot. I used to be quite dependent on people, well proud to say I'm not anymore. After all that I've been through in this short period of time - getting left out, being left alone, getting pangseh-d, yada yada. I've learnt to be independent, yeah. :) Not blaming or trying to gain sympathy from anyone. I don't really give much of a shit now, it's either you want or you don't want. The choice is entirely yours, you choose. Well, go ahead. Lie. Lie about everything, your words coated surgary sweet. But guess what? I'm not gonna give you attention, I'm not gonna give a damn. Just gonna work hard, sit aside and watch you fall. Yeah, I'll watch you fall.
I'm stronger as well, meaner than I used to be. I'm not as nice as I used to be. I just get tired of being nice all the time, you know? I get bullied, taken advantaged of, taken for granted. So much for being nice. Don't think that I don't know you said mean stuff behind my back, don't think that I don't know you bitched about me. Don't think I don't know that you just want me outta your way. I'm not gonna stop you, have fun. I really don't mind. :) Not bothering if I'm gonna get any special/ better treatment from anybody after this post. I'm happy with what it is now. Seriously, don't bother.
Pain brings about change.
“ What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stand a little taller. Doesn't mean I'm lonely cause I'm alone. What doesn't kill you makes a fighter, footsteps even lighter. Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone. What doesn't kill you makes you, stronger, stronger! Just me, myself and I. ”
- Kelly Clarkson, Stronger. ♡
Alrights, APEX Flag Day tomorrow. Gotta reach school by 7:30am to help give out tins, extra cip hours yeah! :) Also staying back to help collect the tins. Hopefully got free lunch from Miss Wooi like last year ahaha. :b She's not that bad, actually. ^^ I need to wake up at like 5:30/6am tomorrow and it's like 1:33am now. SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYS?! Alrights, I seriously need sleep. I'llsee y'all around soon! ♡
I'm actually a lot scarier than I appear to be if you think about it, actually.
Goodnights,
Brendapxhhhh ♡ x
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