Dancer, blogger, fourteen, brendapxh.Rewind. Now fast-forward.
@ Sunday, April 29, 2012 ; 3:45 AM | *TOP.
Hey, what's up guys! How y'all doing? So yes I am here with another post, and yeah I've been really busy preparing for the exams lately so I don't have time to blog. Okay, so maybe yes I do but yeah, stupid me procrastinates A LOT. :(
So yup, let's rewind and do some quick catch-up of my life.
Here's when I injured my wrist. It's still recovering, but I stopped wearing the support thingy cause it gave me rashes. :/
SUNSETS♥:
It's different seeing them through sunglasses.
It's setting, with the bustling city in the background.
Now let's fast-forward to Friday, shall we?
Well, went to Queenstown Library to study with Jeanne. Then we went to jog to GWC from her house.
And we ate mac after jogging, happy meal LOL. How efficient.
The next few are scenery shots so enjoy. :)
And earlier today, which technically means yesterday (Saturday) cause it's like 3 in the morning of Sunday right now. Awkward!
Bathe in sunlight.
So my younger brother, Clarence's birthday is coming this Tuesday! It's Labour Day; a public holiday for his birthday every year, how unfair meh. :( We knew he wouldn't like to have Chinese or something, and HE LOVEEEES WESTERN. So, we decided to bring him to Blue Mist, a cafe/ bistro which is located at Tanjong Pagar Plaza Block 7, and it's close to my house so it's a win-win. :) The food there's really awesome anyways. *-* But yeah, Blue Mist is closed on Sundays and Public Holidays, I think, and my dad says on the eve of May 1st (Monday) there'll be lotsa people there so we decided to bring it forth and have it Saturday. I think he'll be having another one on his birthday again though. And I'm treating him to coffee bean and dinner on Monday, I guess. Lucky boy! :( And he's turning eleven, so could you help me wish him in the tagbox on the left before you leave if you're reading this? :) Thank you! <3
Chicken and corn soup with garlic bread as appetizers!
Orange juice is what I'm drinking.
Both momma and my older brother orded the classic Fish&Chips with tartar sauce!
Clarence orders Grilled Chicken! He loves chicken sosososooomuch.
And Grilled Salmon for me!
Yeah, I guess that's it for now? I'm keeping more photos for later. :) So, next post should be up by tomorrow or latest my Tuesday, May first. I hope! Well, no promises! :x But here's a teaser; it's an advice post. ^^ Yup, that's all I'm revealing. It's 3 in the morning now, I've got tuition at noon later and I'm not sleeping yet. I'm so badass. However, I need sleep so yeah, goodbye. :PWell, take care and I'll see you next time. Until then, goodnights. And, always remember that, ILO♥EYOU! Peace out.
Brenda'Pxh, xoxx ☮.
Love yourself. ♡
@ Tuesday, April 17, 2012 ; 7:18 AM | *TOP.
Hello you guys! What's up? :) Nothing much on my side, just the usual schedule - School, study, prepare for exams, sleep, school, study, prepare for exams, sleep. Hehe, just kidding, I have a life too you know! :B
Anyways, I am so so so so sorry that this post didn't come out earlier. :/ This post (originally with a different topic) was supposed to come out like over the weekends? But I guess I was too obsessed with my work (well, not really.) and too tired to get my lazyass up and type this post. Well as y'all know, my computer is problematic and it can crash anytime. So I'm afraid to use it in case it crashes when I'm halfway through the post and my efforts will go down the drain, well not like I can use the computer nowadays anyway. I seldom use it, even on the weekends for leisure, except it's for school and stuff. So I gotta stick to blogging on here, on my phone, and well it gets pretty annoying and tedious sometimes. Excuses again, I know.
Well, moving on! Many disputes happened in the past week that made me really down. And me being the stupid idiot I am, had to go and aggravate things further. Hahaha, good job Brenda. They are solved now, I hope. And these second chances, I will never take them for granted.
You're beautiful. ♥ Yes, each and every single one of you out there. x
I think the worst feeling in the world is to losing faith in yourself. Losing faith can lead to losing the strength to carry on, the will to surive. You better keep that faith going in you!
Be yourself and please don't stop believing. :-)
I know sometimes it's hard to carry on. Just encouraging yourself to do your best can be really tough at times. But YOU HAVE TO People will forget about you, people will hate you, people will try and bring yourself down no matter what you do. But that's not what that matters most, the most important thing is: Don't ever forget yourself, hate yourself or demoralise yourself. If you look at my Twitter, I demoralise myself alot. But I learnt that, I must pick myself up after saying nasty stuff to myself about me.
It's true, I do hate myself sometimes. It's sort of more like disappointment in myself; hate is a strong word/ emotion.
Use that disappointment to make you stronger! And guess what, so what if you're alone? What if they don't care anymore, they forgot? You just have to remember to never ever forget yourself, make yourself happy. If you're contented with life, you would find te purpose that you're living on for.
Yeah, you'll show 'em. :)
Well I guess that's it? I hope this post motivated your or something. :3 Once again sorry for the delay! And before I end,
Don't you give up on your dreams just yet. Good things come to those who wait! ;)
Don't you ever give up now. x
So once again I am walking to school while I type this as I fell asleep while typing this post last night, AGAIN. So yeah, enjoy your day ahead! Bye, I love y'all. ♡
Brenda'Pxh, x.
Double trouble.
@ Friday, April 13, 2012 ; 7:23 AM | *TOP.
Hey guys. ♡ What's up? :) Short post here, enjoy!
Well it's officially Friday the Thirteenth. My unlucky day. :/ Guess what? My last Friday the thirteenth, I almost fell down the stairs six times. SIX FRICKEN TIMES, plus all the suay suay stuff add together? I think you can roughly understand why I am not entirely happy about being the unlucky Friday, hehehe. Ah, wish me luck! :3
If only I could sit by the window everyday...
Dinner with mum and di yesterday! :)
Mentally exhausted.
I'm tired. Of being nice all the time, being that apology whore who apologises all the time. Tired of trying, tired of pretending, tired of faking a smile, tired of taking the initiative every single time. I'm tired of being taken advantaged of, taken for granted, tired of everything.
I might just be tired of life.
But you know what? Screw it. I'm done with being nice all the time, saying sorry, not being taken seriously. Still gonna be nice, but not as nice as ever and not to everyone. One simple logic: I'll be nice to you if you're nice to me. Just this simple. :)
“ It's just your doubts that find you, just drop those thoughts behind you now. Change your mind. ♡ ”
- Change Your Mind, All American Rejects. ♥
Life goes on, so smile and carry on all right? :)
Woke uo to straight hair today!! The little things in life - good hair days.
Okay gotta go now. Walking to school, okay see y'all soon. Bye and I love you! :*
Brendapxh. :)
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Stop the hate, spread the love. ♡
@ Sunday, April 8, 2012 ; 11:43 PM | *TOP.
Hiya beauties and goodlooking people! I'm back, with another post. :D Seriously, I honestly think I should make up a name for you guys like Rachel did. She like a pro only okay. ^^ Haha, the intro's a bit too long and I'd like to address y'all as ONEWHOLE♡ instead of one group and another. Like one big family! YAY. <3 Hehehe, but that should happen after I decide on my new url! Yes, I'm going to change my url again. Hopefully the next one stays. :/ Oh well, let's get on with the post!
To start off, today I went to Mount Vernon Sanctuary and Columbarium to visit my mum's dad and mum for Qing Ming Jie!
OOTD; Scribble tee from M'sia paired with limited ed shorts from FOX, Peace necklace from 77th Street, multi-coloured bangles from Aries and limited ed navy blue Converses. :)
In train, on the way there. I like the gap in between the train and the platform, hehe. :3
Now this, is what I'm talking about. :D
After the whole thing, my dad brought me and my younger brother to some Vegan fast food restaurant, VeganBurg. I highly recommend you to go there!! It's located near Eunos MRT. More info after all the pictures. :)
Waiting!
This is freaking awesome <3, it's on the back of the cup haha.
Creamy pepper shrooms meal I shared with my bro and dad!
Seaweed fries!
Creamy pepper shrooms burger!
Just look at the pretty decor! ♡
Cosy inside. ^~^
Chilly outside. ^-^
Doing deliveries the vintage way. :-)
It's not only healthy, it's eco-friendly too! (Well, I think. :3 ) Hehe to get there, just alight at Eunos MRT (EW7 I guess). Scan out at the gantry and turn left. Walk all the straight until you see a hawker centre on your left. Walk through the hawker centre. Along the way you will see an Indian/ Malay coffee shop (?), walk through it. Walk along the pavement until you see a traffic light. Across the road, you should see VeganBurg. Cross the road and you know what to do. Well, if you don't know what I'm saying, it's located at 44 Jalan Eunos, Singapore 419502. For more info, call their hotline at 68446868 or visit their website at www.veganburg.com. DISCLAIMER: I'm not promoting them nor am I sponsored. I'm just in love with VeganBurg and I wanna share the good stuff. ^^
Well, after lunch then homed. Started studying.
Serious mood nyahaha, took this before dinner.
Went to dinner around eight. PRATAAA! ♡ Haha, after dinner homed again. Continued studying. I know, I know. You must be thinking that I'm some kind of nerd right? Well partially, I'm a rebel nerd. Paikia that studies. ^^ Sorta la, lol. But guess what?! Mye (mid-year examinations) is like aproxximately in three weeks time! Must be serious already, or else I SURE DIE. Say byebye to my class two. :/ Haha, so yeah I'm gonna work like extra hard!!! And don't make fun of me cause I'm working hard, cause if you fail, I laugh at you. Lagi best okie. :)
Motivational quotes to myself and to all of y'all out there as well. All the best! ♥ x
I should really control my thoughts. I should really stop hating on people, and you should too. :) Because, if you're not careful, your hatred will turn around and kill you instead. Everbody should be given second chances. ^^ Look pass their flaws and at the person that's on the inside, accept them. So yeah, that's all I gotta say I guess.
Stop hating, start loving. Spread the love! ♡
You know, blogging makes me not get enough sleep. Oh well. Bye!
Brendapxh. :)
Pain brings about change.
@ Friday, April 6, 2012 ; 11:42 PM | *TOP.
Well, HI! :D I. Am. Back. :> ARE YOU HAPPY?! This post is mostly pictures so you don't hafta bear with my boring words lol. Yeah, you can tell from the title. I've changed, a lot. This kinda revolves around how I've changed, just so you know. Well, enjoy! :-)
Yeah, cut my hair for a change.
I am in love with this people. :)
I seriously have to make a trip to Marble Slab sometime soon. I miss their ice-cream already. :(
Lalalala, I still gotta buy this polaroid from Edina.
Kinda, sorta miss my old hair. :/
Sunsets really make my day. :')
My cousin so pretty, she doesn't even need to try. No make-up, no contacts.
Yeap, I love her. ♡ Just look at her hair, I am sooooo jealous.
Probably the only nice picture I've taken when I was out with her lol. She is that pretty. ♡
Treat her right.
I'm never gonna be your reason, aren't I?
It's saddening, isn't it?
Sorry to say but, you're all the same.
It hurts, you know?
I'm keeping that faith. x
I like this picture a lot. ♡
Fell sick last month, twice.
Don't judge, please. It hurts them even more.
Paramore: It never ends. ♡
I love cheesecake. Requests for cheesecake on my birthday, anyone? :D
♡
♡ Just look at those orange hues. :')
I can't.
How cute is this! I'm mesmerised.
Nice right. :D Lol, for my art homework.
This actually kinda looks better than the original hahaha, art again.
What is this.
Thank you. ♡
So Thursday 0504 was Sports Day for me. I took part in Tug-of-war as usual, but this year I didn't participate in any running events. Instead, I participated in cheerleading! It was freaking fun okay. I had fun dancing my heart out with Kelly, May, Puspa, Pei En, Cheryl, Huey Wen, Yi Han and Trina. ♡ Actually thought the seniors were pretty scary at the start but well the day proved me wrong. They're graduating, aww. I'll miss them. :( Anyways, we won THIRD FREAKING PLACE for the cheerleading competition!!!! I AM SO HAPPY. Dundee and Belvedere won second and first repectively, congrats. :)
We're not the best but Alexandra forthewin!!! ♡ Trust me, I'm still keeping that red ribbon in memory of my seniors/ dancemates/ friends and the dance and qtssSportsday'2012 itself.
Anybody got take video of us dancing? Eheh give me leh, I want keep!!! And to those of you out there who are making fun of me - calling me lame or whatever, sarcastic or straight to my face. Screw you, really. :) I'm doing what I like and your opinion really doesn't matter so I can't be bothered with ya. Or unless you can do better? ;)
Then was actually supposed to go to town with Rachel, Chalita and Chi Huen with Gaby to have buffet. But Gaby and I were too tired and I was too lazy to go home, bathe, wait two hours then go town eat lunch. I wanted to go in my pe, then they said what go buffet cannot wear uniform, okay lo. I go home, too lazy to come out liao. Have tuition later on anyways. Sorry guys!
Gabz and I were hungry, and since we said byebye to our buffet lunc, we decided to join Clarice, May, Kelly, Kallista, Edina, Qianwen, Yupin, Michelle and Minshuen at Eighteen Chefs for lunch.
This is crazy, I know ahaha.
I said I loved cheese a lot to them then Edina actually poured like half the bottle of cheese into my pasta. This is what I put after the half bottle of cheese. CHEESE ENTHUSIAST HERE YO! :D
Awesome people much. :)
Candid #1,
Candid #2.
Her face,
And her face! They make me crack up so bad.
I like my face here LOL. ^^
Clarice y u so cute! :>
Treat her how she wants to be treated, okay?
Yellowish-gray pretty skies this morning!
A decent picture of me after so long. /phew.
That's enough pictures for now! Time for the words;
I've actually changed a lot. I used to be quite dependent on people, well proud to say I'm not anymore. After all that I've been through in this short period of time - getting left out, being left alone, getting pangseh-d, yada yada. I've learnt to be independent, yeah. :) Not blaming or trying to gain sympathy from anyone. I don't really give much of a shit now, it's either you want or you don't want. The choice is entirely yours, you choose. Well, go ahead. Lie. Lie about everything, your words coated surgary sweet. But guess what? I'm not gonna give you attention, I'm not gonna give a damn. Just gonna work hard, sit aside and watch you fall. Yeah, I'll watch you fall.
I'm stronger as well, meaner than I used to be. I'm not as nice as I used to be. I just get tired of being nice all the time, you know? I get bullied, taken advantaged of, taken for granted. So much for being nice. Don't think that I don't know you said mean stuff behind my back, don't think that I don't know you bitched about me. Don't think I don't know that you just want me outta your way. I'm not gonna stop you, have fun. I really don't mind. :) Not bothering if I'm gonna get any special/ better treatment from anybody after this post. I'm happy with what it is now. Seriously, don't bother.
Pain brings about change.
“ What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stand a little taller. Doesn't mean I'm lonely cause I'm alone. What doesn't kill you makes a fighter, footsteps even lighter. Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone. What doesn't kill you makes you, stronger, stronger! Just me, myself and I. ”
- Kelly Clarkson, Stronger. ♡
Alrights, APEX Flag Day tomorrow. Gotta reach school by 7:30am to help give out tins, extra cip hours yeah! :) Also staying back to help collect the tins. Hopefully got free lunch from Miss Wooi like last year ahaha. :b She's not that bad, actually. ^^ I need to wake up at like 5:30/6am tomorrow and it's like 1:33am now. SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU GUYS?! Alrights, I seriously need sleep. I'llsee y'all around soon! ♡
I'm actually a lot scarier than I appear to be if you think about it, actually.
Goodnights,
Brendapxhhhh ♡ x
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